Wow -- I'm on my way down to our little village to see and hear Dennis McKenna in our little one room library. I plan to buy his book, etc.
But I just had one of the best days of my life at the Spring Forest Qigong Center.
This morning I did olive oil with cayenne and spirulina -- olive oil to increase my testosterone. I did a bit of full lotus but not enough to relax my sore muscles and then amazingly I got to the Center at time.
My old friend was sitting there and I said: Advaita! That's what I think of when I see you! haha.
He was super nice to me and I chatted away -- the most free I've talked in person in years!! He said he couldn't pick up me off-gassing anything! haha. I said thanks for the feedback. We joked and caught up and he introduced me to a female friend he brought along who is a regular recipient of healing.
I was the only one sitting in full lotus for the meditation but before it started qigong master Jim Nance asked if "Dawn Hempel" was in the room? My friend snickered. Well Jim got my name corrected and said he wanted to sing something to me and I said -- well I have your c.d. and he said he was embarrassed and that he sang in the wrong key and out of tune. haha. So then 35 people sang happy birthday to me!!
Well the master healers walked around the room snapping their sword fingers at us as they filled us with qi energy. Even though my knees were not supported by the chair as I sat in full lotus I stuck it through for an hour session -- proud of myself. haha. I had lower tan tien heat and amazing body bliss -- electromagnetic love energy. I could see an aura of white light around qigong master Jim Nance.
When the session ended Jim came over to talk with me! It was awesome. I asked him questions and he said how he remembered me now, etc. and we joked and talked about great stuff for maybe ten minutes.
Then I said bye to my friends, asking for a birthday hug, and I bought the "Small Universe" hour long c.d. and then I left, ending up at a specialty tea shop where I bought 4 ozs of green tea, also drinking a cup.
When I returned for my "qi-ssage" -- it was fantastic. I asked Jackie what she picked up and she said that I had not gotten enough sleep. I said yes! I had been woken up by my family needing help. She said that my back was tense.
Anyway she massaged the acupuncture points on my forehead and skull and it was fantastic -- suddenly I got this strong electromagetic full body sensation as my spirit slightly expanded beyond my body. She then went to work on my shoulders and back -- she really pressed hard. I said if I start crying then I know it is working well. haha. I apologized for being so stiff -- explaining my situation and promising to meditate more. I asked her about the energy I felt when she was doing my skull and she said she felt strong energy also.
Yeah so then my session with Jim started -- one on one. He said what's going on? I said you tell me! He said he gets that alot. What proceeded was the most amazing session -- I peppered Jim with questions and all his answers were so brilliant and spot-on -- exactly what I needed to hear.
I asked Jim -- saying how I had gotten 24 rabies vaccine shots when I was 2 years old and I think that affected me and what did he pick up? He said were they right here? He points to his stomach. I said yeah! He said yeah right when you said that I picked it up. Amazing.
Anyway we talked for quite a while -- and Jim said things to me extremely profound and reaffirming what I needed to know, etc. It was really amazing. Then Jim started waving his hands and closing his eyes and so I just sat there as I felt this strong electromagnetic energy deep inside my body.
I asked Jim about the food issue and it going to my head, etc. and he said I need to "clear" my food of blockages before I eat it. I explained how I don't feel any electromagnetic energy from my hands, only in the middle of my head, except sometimes -- but I'll do it anyway even if I don't feel anything. I said how I had done sword fingers on my knee and definitely felt it but I think it was the biophoton light.
Anyway Jim said how I think too much but that 99% of people would not understand that the power of our thoughts come from Nothingness and that I understand this. He said he got a vision of me in Star Trek. I said Star Trek? Why? He said that it meant I can go places that most people can't go to.
Jim said that I often have more energy than other people but then people take that energy. Jim then said I need to build up my energy to get to a place where people can not even sense the energy and therefore do not know there is anything to take. I said yeah Chunyi Lin said I need to get past opening up the 2nd chakra. Jim said oh he said that? Jim said yeah that is very difficult -- it takes a lot of work to do. I said yeah. Jim said: Someone else said that also? I said well Gurdjieff talks about that also. He said yeah.
So anyway I will leave now to go to see Dennis McKenna and I will add this to the blog. We've had freezing rain today so driving was difficult - an hour plus each way.
But Jim and I discussed many other things and it was very helpful. Yes and I did kowtow to qigong master Jim Nance -- he was surprised but said just me standing there, knowing that was thankful, was more than enough for me.
I then bought a copy of Chunyi Lin's book "Born a Healer" plus 3 meditation c.d.s in total. So even though it was "Free Friday" -- where I got about $200 worth of qigong healing services -- at least I spent $75 buying meditation materials.
So I just got back from 2 1/2 hours of Dennis McKenna. At first he showed slides of his home town and then gradually about a half hour in he mentioned psychedelics and then began into his research in the Amazon.
When I had entered the event I immediately was next to Dennis and mentioned I had emailed him but he said he hadn't read it yet and I said how I had combined DMT with qigong yoga. Then later I bought a book from him and told him it was Mimosa. He said - Hostilis? I said yeah with Syrian Rue. He asked for clarification and how was it. I put my mouth by his ear to say I had the biggest orgasmic experience of my life and how this rainbow light kicked in and my heart made this loud OHM sound. I said I couldn't move for four hours. He said - well it pays off. So he asked my name and asked if I had sent him the email. He said that he could respond to that.
Anyway Dennis remembered the title of Michael Taussig's other book but had not read Taussig's latest book -- the Color of the Sacred.
So there were some young hippie dudes next to me and I asked about getting pscilocybin as Dennis had discussed it. Of course they wouldn't tell me but told me I can culture it myself. I first told them I had found Amanita Muscaria locally. Anyway then later I told them about my Mimosa Hostilis experience which they seemed impressed enough with so that they shared some of their own views on researching the topic, etc.
I said it seems like if you did enough psilocybin it could be just as good as DMT. They agreed but one said that everyone was too "chicken shit" but they knew some brothers who had done five grams.
So anyway the little one room library was packed to capacity -- close to 50 people and many of them bought books. I didn't realize that Dennis lived in my town for 20 years -- a little less than my parents.
I hadn't ate any food all day so my voice was really weak but it didn't bother me -- I was less threatening to others that way although people, I'm sure, wondered. But then suddenly I was standing next to the lady who had her son healed of severe epilepsy by the Spring Forest Qigong master. I told her I had seen the video and that I had just gotten back from the healing center. She asked if I had seen Chunyi Lin and I said it had been Free Friday so I saw qigong master Jim Nance. So she introduced herself and shook my hand. She told Dennis not to be nervous -- so they obviously are friends. I had asked if she had taken DMT and when she knodded I remembered that she had traveled to the Amazon, as posted on her website.
Our town is where Garrison Keilor lived for a while and is the basis for much of Prairie Home on the Companion, a nationally syndicated radio comedy-entertainment show. Keilor tells dry humor based on the Scandanavian slow mellow lifestyle. So who would think we could pack the library with psychedelic enthusiasts?
There were a few questions by older ladies pondering the efficacy of ayahuasca. It was pretty humorous but Dennis went out of his way to state their curative effects. Dennis read a brilliant description of his ayahuasca trip where he experienced the molecular transformation of photosynthesis, as if he was inside the plant itself. We all applauded as Dennis stated the vision reasserted the power of Mother Nature to defend ecological life against the destruction of modern human civilization. I was glad to hear Dennis speaking out on this.
Dennis reaffimed my own experience as he said the MAOI was the "force" of the ayahuasca -- a force which started at the base of his spine and shot up to his skull. He didn't say it was orgasmic -- but that was my experience and Dennis does say it's serotonin -- which is the basis for the female internal orgasmic experience. So then Dennis said the DMT is the vision part of it and he described it as the basis for photosynthesis - which is the biophoton quantum entanglement energy.
Dennis also told an amazing ayahuasca healing story from Dennis' research on the UDV religion based on ayahuasca ceremonies. The man had a heart mumur and no doctor could treat it in Brazil and the man was told his life would not be as long. So he did ayahuasca and he had a vision of German "spirit doctors" taking out his heart and doing an operation and then putting his heart back. After the ceremony his heart mumur was gone -- as Dennis said -- the doctors could not explain it.
Yeah so it was really awesome overall. Dennis was very nice to me. He said he has to mail out 1200 books and many overseas which is very expensive, but worth it. I told him I had internet friends all over the world, excited that I was going to hear him. He said well tell them to buy the book! haha. I bought a copy and glancing into it was very impressed with the detailed writing, the references, etc. It's a very thorough book --- a tome really.
If you want to buy Dennis McKenna's book http://brotherhoodofthescreamingabyss.com/ there it is!
Who would think there would be a convergence of my qigong and my psychedelic experiences on my birthday? I even described to the local young hippies about my amanita muscaria experience and one of them stated they had heard Dennis McKenna state he was too scared to drink his own urine. haha. I had said - yes I drank my own urine. The fellow wished me good luck on my endeavors after I had described how Amanita Muscaria was a MAOI so it increases your DMT levels and at least we have that locally. He didn't seem ready to drink his own urine. haha.
Oh yeah I asked Dennis if he had noticed any permanent psychophysiological changes in his body, like inside his skull. He said not that he noticed but it didn't do any harm that he noticed either. I asked if he had done ayahuasca right after each other. He said no. I said how many times has he done ayahuasca? He said he lost count a long time ago. haha.
I first experienced a qigong master in 1995 -- Effie P. Chow. I was so skeptical beforehand that I asked for my admittance fee to be lowered and she cut it in half -- I think I paid $10. Then during her demonstration she had us make "chi balls" -- holding our hands slightly apart with the palms facing -- she had filled the room with chi. Sure enough I felt very strong electromagnetic energy pushing my hands apart. Then at the end everyone was leaving -- in a University classroom. A security guard wandered in wondering what was going on since the fuse got blown in the room behind the qigong master.
I assure you that qigong energy definitely is electromagnetic as chi and then as shen energy it is laser holographic - so more coherent and higher frequency. Then there is jing energy which is electrochemical emotional energy like a buzzing tingling heat bliss sensation.
O.K. so then in 1999 in my graduate class at the University qigong master Chunyi Lin gave a presentation. At this point I had read Harvard medical doctor David Eisenberg's book Encounters with Qi -- and Chunyi Lin was exactly like the qigong master in that book who did telekinesis. So I knew Chunyi Lin was real -- my friend had even meditated with him and recommended him. So when I took his class he walked around and used the Shaolin sword fingers to transmit energy into us. We did a simple standing exercise called "Moving of Yin and Yang." ....So anyway John Chang is not fake...John Chang is the real deal as he's had several Western students who verify his abilities besides the scientists in the vid.
To finish my masters degree at the U of MN I did the intensive qigong training for about six months. First I was on a special diet -- vegan and then even no salt. I fasted for 8 days on just half a glass of water but I was never hungry and the electromagnetic fields got stronger and stronger. So then I went to the Level 3 healing retreat where Chunyi Lin works to open your third eye which is in the middle of the brain -- the pineal gland. I asked Chunyi Lin what should I do and he said: "Let me read your aura" and he then told me to keep my mouth shut and he left the room. Then the middle of my brain was on fire as he was doing long distance healing to open my third eye.
To train to be a qigong master Chunyi Lin told Jim Nance to sit in full lotus nonstop for 2 hours straight every day with not missing any time. Chunyi Lin did the standing horse stance at Shaolin with the thighs flat for 2 hours nonstop every day for three months. Three months is called a "gong" -- 100 days -- of sublimating the life force energy while emptying the mind - meditating the whole time. So the secret is that ultrasound from collagen creates electromagnetic fields as sonofusion and sonoluminescence. That is the Western explanation. Chunyi Lin when he trained with a top student of Master Zhang -- (Zhang Gong)-- Then Chunyi Lin did a month in full lotus nonstop with only three small apples and three small bottles of water -- in a cave -- no sleep and no food, no water otherwise.
So afterwards he had to get 200 volts of electric transformer energy through his body and be able to change the electricity level. Also he had to change the alcohol level in wine -- to water. Also he levitated up nine feet while in full lotus. O.K. so you think it's too wild? Then qigong master Chunyi Lin was proven to be the real deal by the Mayo Clinic top medical research center doing Western science research.
O.K. so when my electromagnetic energy was very strong then I did see dead spirits that go to Chunyi Lin to get healing -- they floated into the conference room from outside. Chunyi Lin said yes he also heals the dead spirits that come to him when he is emitting chi. So the dead spirits look like human shape but are holographic light energy -- they were yellow to me.
If you want to know the secrets of how to be a qigong master then study this book Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality -- free download online. The reason there are few qigong masters is it requires celibacy and total mind concentration -- and so it's best done in solitude and also around a qigong master transmitting energy into you.
This training comes from the original Bushmen trance dance culture -- which has the same training as qigong energy.
O.K. so when Chunyi Lin did the sword fingers when walking past me - then I saw bright light even though my eyes were closed -- and I felt this amazing love bliss energy that was more euphoric than anything I had experienced. So that was the Level 1 class. So the level 2 class he said he could read what percentage an organ in the body was working. So during the break I asked him what percentage my right kidney was working. He was standing in front of me and looked at my right kidney and suddenly I felt it get super hot with bliss energy. He said about 70%.
O.K. so after my level 3 training I did heal my mom so she no longer needed surgical stockings and to keep her legs elevated all the time -- and when I did the healing again it was strong magnetic fields from my hands. So for the qigong master reality is holographic - that's what Chunyi Lin said -- so he can distantly focus on someone just having their name, sex, location and age.
O.K. so then this old lady asked me to heal her and the healing is without any touching but I forgot to not pull the energy blockages out from the top center of the head. So I accidentally pulled her spirit right out of her body and she immediately started bawling and kept bawling for at least 15 minutes nonstop. So when the electromagnetic energy is strong you have to be careful -- when I pulled her spirit out of her it felt like a heavy electromagnetic blob.
So at first in the training the jing energy is built up so the kidneys get hot and then the thymus and then the energy turns from hot bliss into electromagnetic energy. This has to be stored and built up and then the middle of the brain gets hot and electromagnetic and you can have electromagnetic fields shoot out of the middle of the brain -- this is how telepathy happens.
For astral travel there is a spacetime vortex around the body -- and this is what really freaked me out so I stopped training after that -- intensively. But then Chunyi Lin touched his finger to my forehead to further open my third eye so then I had a permanent magnetic bliss in the middle of my brain after that. He said I had an enlightenment experience.
That was in 2000. So then I spent 10 years sitting in full lotus and reading one scholarly book a day to translate it back into Western science. I was no longer storing up the chi energy but instead just transmitting it through my pineal gland but I needed to purify the jing energy first to build up the chi before transmitting it through the pineal gland. So then I stopped transmitting the energy through the pineal gland.
But essentially the pineal gland will read other peoples' energy through this spirit energy -- it is light energy that shoots out of the eyes and the pineal gland -- and then my own internal body will then holographically reflect the blockage in someone else. So the main blockages are emotional electrochemical blockages so that each main organ is actually for a main emotion -- since they are electrochemical energy. So a liver blockage is anger -- so if someone has a big liver blockage around me then my own liver will burn hot until I clear out their liver blockage. The pancreas is worry, the lungs are sadness, the heart is over-excitement, the kidneys are fear. So each of these organs gets transformed to build up the love energy of the heart that is then transmitted out of the pineal gland as spirit holographic energy.
I recently wrote this article - "The Secret Science of Spiritual Healing" published by the website Viewzone.